Hello everyone who has been faithful with us in the past. It is a sad situation in Haiti right now with all of the unrest we are seeing across the country. I pray you will keep Haiti in your prayers with the assassination of the president last summer. Since that time the country has spun out of control and it seems to not have anyone in control except the gangs.
But in saying this since coming back to the states 6 and half years ago I may have had anger and unforgiveness in my heart towards who I thought hurt me while I was in Haiti. But the truth is I miss those relationships. Now it seems that every different church I got to I don't seem to fit. Or i don't fit into someone else's mold. I miss the friends I made here in the states while I was working in Haiti. It seems I may have burned many bridges around the U.S. after that time.
I thank the countless people who came to Hait and the various teams that came down to help with the work we have in Haiti. But it seems the longer I was there the more desperate I got in trying to support my family, listen to the organization, trying to get groups to come to Haiti to further our work but the truth is I sometimes was willing to say anything in order to get what I wanted. I do apologize for whatever has happened in the past while I was there. I was trying to make a difference but living in Haiti for 10 years it started to take its toll.
Now that I know the extent of my son's Autism it seems we made the right decision but I have felt very lost for the past few years without all of the connections that I had will all of my friends and supporters of the past. Please reach out I had been feeling like I failed. Like I wasted some of my time while I was in Haiti. I just got tired of trying to sell people the idea of Haiti and always feeling like a salesman to something that no one wanted. Please get in contact with me again just to say hi or touch base. I am not asking for anything now. I am a coach at a middle school and I am teaching World Geography. I am finally accomplishing something I thought I would never accomplish in Haiti, being a coach. This is something I have always wanted and I hope to do sports ministry soon. Please keep me and my family in prayer on what our next move should be. Thank you all and God bless.
